Dear Beautiful Friends,
Tonight, during the winter holiday “pause” between Christmas and the New Year, I wanted to pause to send a note also.
First off, I want to send my gratitude to each of you for your support of my work with Mother Gaia and your love for her. I could never have known how adventurous this “Trust Leap” would become in surrendering to her in early June of 2012. Organizing events on the Washington Mall along with a Global Grid (1000 Goddesses Gathering & Global Grid that deeply activated Gaia’s Oneness Grid this fall), plus some other adventures, were never on my radar back then.
This year has been one of intensity, joy, surprises, expansiveness and some significant challenges. Yet at every turn, Mother Gaia and my Spirit Team continued to assure me that all would work out beyond my limited human perception that lapsed toward fear and doubt at times.
I recently posted on Facebook about how I felt as if I was being pushed beyond my comfort zone perpetually in this ever-expanding Trust Leap that I’ve been on since being diagnosed with lymphoma and surrendering to Mother Gaia in early June, 2012. So many people responded that they too were experiencing a new reality of living way outside their comfort zone.
I suppose this is the new normal and part of the birthing canal we are all in with this New Earth being born at this time. Truth be told, there are more than a few mornings when I am reluctant to emerge from bed, sincerely hoping that the overwhelming uncertainties that always seem more monstrous at that time of the day will sort out on their own, and I don’t need to “show up” to steward them through.
The miraculous thing is that the uncertainties continue to get sorted out in rather amazing ways. There were numerous times in the planning of the 1000 Goddesses Gathering when our small organizing committee had no idea how we were going to coordinate one more piece. Then the next morning, the right volunteer would appear with the exact skills we needed, eager and willing to take on that missing piece.
I knew that there was a powerful spiritual council in the multi-dimensional planes coordinating the Gathering and Grid. Little did I realize how much they were weaving the whole event as miracle after miracle took place.
Only two weeks after the Gathering was over, the same Spiritual Council behind the 1000 Goddesses Gathering informed me that it was now time for me to go far deeper and offer a year-long course called the “Great Mother Love Way”. I’m finding this to be a rather significant project, yet this Council continues to encourage me to keep on listening and trust, trust.
They have requested that I spend more focused time with them, tuning in to their guidance. They are the ones teaching this course, surely. I am only the conduit. They have informed me that they are taking care of me and I need to rest assured that my bills will be paid every month.
I did hear a very specific message from Mother Gaia on a walk the other day too. She asked that I continue to “Bring People Home to Her- to her Love, to her Sacredness, to all of our Sacredness”. This is clearly a part of the “Great Mother Love Way”.
I truly believe we each have the potential to be nodes of great compassion, strength and Light in these swirling times. I’m certainly doing what I can and am so grateful for all I have been gifted with to give me the strength and resources to help me continue to not only “show up” but hold sacred space as best as I can.
– Grateful for the donors and sponsors of the 1000 Goddesses Gathering, and other quiet supporters who send unsolicited donations to me for my work serving Mother Gaia. (I continue to weigh the option of creating a non-profit group. In the interim, if people do want to support my work, they can donate via PayPal to firstname.lastname@example.org.)
– Grateful for the farmer across the street who allows me to walk his 250-acre farm.
– Grateful for the great kindness of friends and family who consistently buoy me when my self-doubt starts to loom rather large.
– Grateful to all of you who receive this newsletter and in small and large ways weave your love for Mother Gaia into a beautiful global tapestry of healing Love, so needed at this time.
Ps. All of you are most welcome to download for FREE – Mother’s Love Cord Connection Meditation. Mother told me that it was time for all to access this. She wants each and every one of us to deeply, deeply connect with her and this meditation is a powerful way to do this.