A strong woman is a woman who is straining
A strong woman is a woman standing
on tiptoe and lifting a barbell
while trying to sing “Boris Godunov.”
A strong woman is a woman at work
cleaning out the cesspool of the ages,
and while she shovels, she talks about
how she doesn’t mind crying, it opens
the ducts of the eyes, and throwing up
develops the stomach muscles, and
she goes on shoveling with tears in her nose.
A strong woman is a woman in whose head
a voice is repeating, I told you so,
ugly, bad girl, bitch, nag, shrill, witch,
ballbuster, nobody will ever love you back,
why aren’t you feminine, why aren’t
you soft, why aren’t you quiet, why aren’t you dead?
A strong woman is a woman determined
to do something others are determined
not be done. She is pushing up on the bottom
of a lead coffin lid. She is trying to raise
a manhole cover with her head, she is trying
to butt her way through a steel wall.
Her head hurts. People waiting for the hole
to be made say, hurry, you’re so strong.
A strong woman is a woman bleeding
inside. A strong woman is a woman making
herself strong every morning while her teeth
loosen and her back throbs. Every baby,
a tooth, midwives used to say, and now
every battle a scar. A strong woman
is a mass of scar tissue that aches
when it rains and wounds that bleed
when you bump them and memories that get up
in the night and pace in boots to and fro.
A strong woman is a woman who craves love
like oxygen or she turns blue choking.
A strong woman is a woman who loves
strongly and weeps strongly and is strongly
terrified and has strong needs. A strong woman is strong
in words, in action, in connection, in feeling;
she is not strong as a stone but as a wolf
suckling her young. Strength is not in her, but she
enacts it as the wind fills a sail.
What comforts her is others loving
her equally for the strength and for the weakness
from which it issues, lightning from a cloud.
Lightning stuns. In rain, the clouds disperse.
Only water of connection remains,
flowing through us. Strong is what we make
each other. Until we are all strong together,
a strong woman is a woman strongly afraid.
– Marge Piercy
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The last two lines in this poem strike me deeply. It is so true… I have been so afraid to speak my truth, write my truth, because of feeling alone. Yet in joining my sisters and feeling their love, I don’t feel as afraid. I feel supported and part of a greater web of strength. Thank you to my sisters. I love you all!
Update, May 4th, 2016 – I’ve come to learn that I’ve been afraid to speak my truth and write my truth and put out these Messages from Mother because I’ve been martyred so many times for being so outspoken for the Sacred Feminine in past centuries. Those memories are gradually being released from me so they are not holding me back so much. But it’s quite the journey and adventure standing up for Mother in a society that mostly believes she is only a hard rock upon which we live. Thank you to the healers and good friends, and Mother and all my guardians on the spirit realms who have been supporting me in this journey. Thank you… I love you!
Winona LaDuke – Anishinaabekwe (Ojibwe) enrolled member of the Mississippi Band Anishinaabeg who lives and works on the White Earth Reservations.
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This poem moves me so deeply. Strong women support other women.
Indeed they do. So important. xoxoxo
Ive has this poem
Framed and hanging in my abode since early ‘80’s now more than ever it rings true. I am dying yet strongly afraid
I’ve been carrying this poem around for years….. nearly 30?.. or more?
A good friend of mine in HS was diagnosed with bipolar schizophrenia while in boarding school in Switzerland. Her therapist gave it to her.she in turn mailed it to me.
It’s made me keep strong for many years.
While sharing it today, I came across this particular page, one I haven’t seen before.
Thanks for giving
Grateful that you discovered it here, Katie. Hugs, bigLove! ❤
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